man, you've got a cold dark heart, and it burns with a guilty smoke. You tell me 'just give in,' and 'you've got nothing to lose,' and I guess I would never know.
but I was damned from the very start and bound by crooked plan, then I was left for dead with my head to the ground and my hands behind my back.
oh, you want to watch me crash? you want to see me burn? just enough to fall apart, and then you want to see me crawl? you need to watch me beg and lose it all.
I'm struggling on strange extremities to run after a light that keeps on dimming but these bones will only brittle and decay while the space between my body and my mind keeps caving in
this body's not a temple, it's a prison and every wall inside here is on fire
I've been stirred by something wretched, something weary but the sentiment is starting to seduce
you won't get much closer until you sacrifice it all (all) you won't get to taste it with your face against the wall (wall, wall)
get up and commit show the power trapped within (in, in) do just what you want to and now stand up and begin (uh)
ooh, 1, 2, 3, 4 fire's in your eyes and this chaos, it defies imagination ooh, 5, 6, 7, 8 minus 9 lives you've arrived at panic station
doubts will try to break you unleash your heart and soul (soul) trouble will surround you start taking some control (-trol)
stand up and deliver your wildest fantasy (-sy, -sy) do what the fuck you want to there's no one to appe-e-ease
ooh, 1, 2, 3, 4 fire's in your eyes and this chaos, it defies imagination ooh, 5, 6, 7, 8 minus 9 lives you've arrived at panic station
ooh, 1, 2, 3, 4 fire's in your eyes and this chaos, it defies imagination ooh, 5, 6, 7, 8 minus 9 lives and I know that you will fight for the duration ooh, 1, 2, 3, 4 fire's in your eyes and you know I'm not resisting your temptations ooh, 5, 6, 7, 8 minus 9 lives you've arrived at panic station
reluctantly crouched at the starting line engines pumping and thumping in time the green light flashes, the flags go up churning and burning, they yearn for the cup they deftly maneuver and muscle for rank fuel burning fast on an empty tank reckless and wild, they pour through the turns their prowess is potent and secretly stearn as they speed through the finish, the flags go down the fans get up and they get out of town the arena is empty except for one man still driving and striving as fast as he can the sun has gone down and the moon has come up and long ago somebody left with the cup but he's driving and striving and hugging the turns and thinking of someone for whom he still burns
run boy run, this world is not made for you run boy run, they’re trying to catch you run boy run, running is a victory run boy run, beauty lays behind the hills
run boy run, the sun will be guiding you run boy run, they’re dying to stop you run boy run, this race is a prophecy run boy run, break out from society
tomorrow is another day and you won’t have to hide away you’ll be a man, boy but for now it’s time to run, it’s time to run
look at me look at me driving and I won't stop and it feels so good to be alive and on top my reach is global my tower secure my cause is noble my power is pure I can hand out a million vaccinations or let'em all die in exasperation have 'em all healed of their lacerations have 'em all killed by assassination I can make anybody go to prison just because I don't like 'em and I can do anything with no permission I have it all under my command I can guide a missile by satellite by satellite by satellite and I can hit a target through a telescope through a telescope through a telescope and I can end the planet in a holocaust in a holocaust in a holocaust in a holocaust in a holocaust in a holocaust
keep the mask aligned get it up in time there's a space between valleys and try and catch a vibe make a circle square, a rectangle curve use a smile as a noun and I think like a verb run quick switch sides spill the filled up cancer and the room is shaking now you're changing places, and I switched my pace, and my breathing races when you mention blue
my little empire has risen and it's set my little empire is as good as it can get my little empire is coming around my little empire it don't make a sound
my royalty it does not exist it is extinct for the eye to see my ideology it is dead and gone almost forgotten for the eye to see
my little empire I'm sick of being sick my little empire I'm tired of being tired my little empire I'm bored of being bored my little empire I'm happy being sad
all of my sins are attempts to fill the voids all of my voids they are filled with sin all of my demons they are kept within and all my violence it does not exist
my little empire I'm happy being sad my little empire I'm fucked with being fucked my little empire I'm done with being dumb my little empire I'm happy being sad happy being sad
it's an amazing smile even the suit has teeth everything flash and guile and nothing underneath except a small black heart that no one sees but me I've been watching, I can see you start to wonder
could it be that you need me to keep you out, to run you faster promise me you'll let me be the one, the worst of all your enemies pretending you're a friend to me say that we'll be nemeses
being a brilliant man going to great expense devising a master plan doesn't make much sense unless you find the one you're destined to destroy now that you're here I don't seem that crazy do I?
welcome to my secret lair on Skullcrusher Mountain I hope that you've enjoyed your stay so far I see you've met my assistant Scarface his appearance is quite disturbing but I assure you he's harmless enough he's a sweetheart, calls me master and he has a way of finding pretty things and bringing them to me
I'm so into you but I'm way too smart for you even my henchmen think I'm crazy I'm not surprised that you agree if you could find some way to be a little bit less afraid of me you'd see the voices that control me from inside my head say I shouldn't kill you yet
in the darkness I can feel it coming over me slowly
I resisted but my self defense is low right now I'm breaking down
whooa-o-o there's a body on the floor and the crazies, the crazies are coming to life whooa-o-o I can't take it anymore 'cause they're crazy, they're crazy but maybe they're right
all the prophets all the presidents and all the thieves crazies
all the ashes I can feel them falling down like leaves cover me
maybe if I open my eyes I see them maybe if loose my disguise I'll be them
whooa-o-o there's a body on the floor and the crazies, the crazies are coming to life whooa-o-o I can't take it anymore 'cause they're crazy, they're crazy but maybe they're right
now it seems that there's nobody left and my dreams are beating me to death but I wont be alone if I can take them back
I feel irrational so confrontational to tell the truth I am getting away with murder it isn't possible to never tell the truth but the reality is I'm getting away with murder (getting away, getting away, getting away)
I drink my drink and I don't even want to I think my thoughts when I don't even need to I never look back cause I don't even want to and I don't need to because I'm getting away with murder
there's things to know so I'm told but the days they keep rollin' on so painfully playin' slow and no room to grow but blow by blow
you see, I always get lost somewhere see, I already forgot to sing out I wanna sing out loud you should be another motherfucker singing proud
sing out glory remind me of the glory hallelu ha- Hallelu that'll do
we should all keep pretending that our dreams are patent pending you should see some of the scenes that I've seen and I know love cause I've flown above it and beyond it, but it's still too long of a wait
if I'm a bad person, you don't like me well I guess I'll make my own way it's a circle a mean cycle I can't excite you anymore where's your gavel? your jury? what's my offence this time? you're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me well sentence me to another life
it's not easy having yourself a good time greasing up those bets and betters watching out they don't four-letter fuck and kiss you both at the same time smells-like something I've forgotten curled up died and now it's rotten
I'm not a gangster tonight don't want to be a bad guy I'm just a loner baby and now you're gotten in my way
I can't decide whether you should live or die oh, you'll probably go to heaven please don't hang your head and cry no wonder why my heart feels dead inside it's cold and hard and petrified lock the doors and close the blinds we're going for a ride
it's a bitch convincing people to like you if I stop now call me a quitter if lies were cats you'd be a litter pleasing everyone isn't like you dancing jigs until I'm crippled slug ten drinks I won't get pickled
I've got to hand it to you you've played by all the same rules it takes the truth to fool me and now you've made me angry
I can't decide whether you should live or die oh, you'll probably go to heaven please don't hang your head and cry no wonder why my heart feels dead inside it's cold and hard and petrified lock the doors and close the blinds we're going for a ride
oh I could throw you in the lake or feed you poisoned birthday cake I wont deny I'm gonna miss you when you're gone oh I could bury you alive but you might crawl out with a knife and kill me when I'm sleeping that's why
I can't decide whether you should live or die oh, you'll probably go to heaven please don't hang your head and cry no wonder why my heart feels dead inside it's cold and hard and petrified lock the doors and close the blinds we're going for a ride
what cause have I to feel glad? I've built my life on judgement and causing pain I don't know those eyes I see in the bloodstained chrome now everything that I've had and everything I've known have been thrown away; and with time, I've come to find this isn't my home
I've stoked the fire seen more pain than you can know the tears of the broken have washed away my soul pushed by desire to change the way my stream will flow now I've awoken, and I'm taking back control
I try my best to block out the screams but they're haunting me in my dreams
please, break my shackles, I want it to stop
I man these wretched machines day in, day out, the grinding wears on my brain undermining my sanity, making me question my reality but life is not as it seems should I take a chance for freedom and throw it all down the drain? I've been imprisoned, please burn my transgressions away
I'm sick of hurting, sick of thinking it's all I do I break those around me, those spared are very few but the bright sun is burning and my sky shines, ever blue friendships surround me; I'm becoming a part of you
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